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THERE WAS A HUMAN SKULL IN MY HANDS?

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i dont know what he does okay?!
we talked about other stuff!! we never got into the details of our battles and shit
all i know is he's a kindhearted person.....

1/????

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KINDHEARTED PERSON?!!!

2/???

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HUMAN SKULL
AKA A SKULL THAT USED TO BELONG TO SOMEBODY

3/??? i'm so sorry dlasmfdjpsa

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IN MY HANDS
MEANING DETACHED.
MEANING IT GOT CUT OFF??!!

4/5

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IT WAS IN MY HANDS?!

5/5

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somebody died
and i might be next if i don't keep acting like i'm an idiot and believe the stupid lie he told me

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how do you know he was the one to kill the person? what did he say?
and how the hell did the skull get in your hands anyway?! give me some context here hikaru!!

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his familiar was spitting things up for me. i don't know. gokudera said it liked me so he wanted to give me gifts. he said they were mostly illusions
and then it spit up the human skull and gokudera lost it and started yelling at him to swallow it back down
so he told me that was an illusion and i doubt it zuko because why would he freak out so much?
and seriously? SERIOUSLY? you're going to tell me he's innocent when his familiar had
A HUMAN SKULL???????? in it? really

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thats not proof of anything!!!!
his familiar couldve just found it and ate it!! or maybe it really was an illusion and he was freaked out because he thought it would freak you out which it did!!!!
that's not damning evidence

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YOU LITERALLY JUST TOLD ME YOU KNOW HE MURDERS PEOPLE
SO HOW AM I WRONG??? IT'S POSSIBLE!!!

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only because he tried to kill me!!! you were basically there!?! remember???!

[ Not at all because he's aware Gokudera is a hitman in the mafia. ]

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so how is it impossible he did kill someone if he did try to kill you?!

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i didnt say it was impossible i said it probably wasn't the case!!! it's not impossible that you're misunderstanding this either

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i'm going to have to go into the witness protection program at this rate

[Is he overreacting? Yes.

But for Normal Person Hikaru, a human skull in his hand tipped him over.]

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but why the hell would he want to kill you
did you piss him off or something??

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i know too much

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his boss is here. he won't do anything without his approval. and he's a peaceful guy. i met him.

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except for almost kill you. he won't do anything except for that.

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that was different. he thought i was a threat to his boss... i can't tell you any more than that. but i met with his boss and yamamoto and gokudera altogether and confirmed we're allies and that gokudera won't target my friends..... explicitly agreed on this. you're safe, i swear.

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this sounds fishy.

also he doesn't know i know you so i'm not included.

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it is. but not in a dangerous way. at least not the way you're imagining. his boss really doesn't want any trouble. non-violent. if he doesn't say the word, gokudera doesn't do anything. they're not trying to get up to any trouble. i strongly believe you are in the clear. i also don't believe gokudera killed whosever skull that was, i think this is your imagination getting the better of you... you're not used to that kind of shit.....

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so what
you're used to having human skulls in your hands???

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not exactly that
but i've seen people die.. right before my eyes.
gokudera wasn't the first person who's tried to kill me, either.
and i've done violent things myself, things i'm not proud of...

i don't know the exact details of what gokudera experienced in combat in his home but from what he's told me, it's nothing he'd want to continue here. his boss is a pacifist and gokudera practically worships him. believe me when i say gokudera is a compassionate person. but he's had to fight all his life out of necessity, despite his deeper compassion. same as me. that duality is hard. being violent and compassionate at once.
no offense but you don't understand what that's like.

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you keep saying boss like he's some yakuza or something [Hikaru doesn't actually think Gokudera is one but boss has connotations here, Zuko.

Also he wouldn't guess that because if Gokudera's boss is a pacifist then he sure isn't yakuza so Gokudera's secret is safe!]

but there's no way you wouldn't freak out having a body part in your hands. nobody's that desensitized