avalon inbox;

[rediscovering]

«

username: fireprince 🔥 text • audio • video

»

open to all. permanent catch-all. deliveries, action logs, etc welcome.

code credit

Comments

[arf]

What kind of nun watches porn!?

[ He gets his hands pulled away easily though, and piens back at the screen. ]

It's what people call "dirty talk," though I'd definitely be more polite about it if I did it!

[ Says the guy who later tells Hikaru he has a stately dong. ]

[rediscovering]

I know what dirty talk is, Taichi!

[ No, he doesn't, he's bluffing, he's just heard people say stuff in porn before already. But most of the porn he watches is girls masturbating alone so it's... different... dirty talk... ]

Don't tell Hikaru he's a dirty slut, I don't think it's true.

[ guhirwsgjknf he says with utmost seriousness ]

[arf]

[ Then why did he ask about it!! ]

Hikaru's definitely not a dirty slut! He's a devilish pure boy.

[rediscovering]

“A pure, devilish boy?!” You’re joking. That’s an oxymoron.

[ See this face Zuko is making at that? Yeah. ]

[arf]

Don't call Hikaru an oxymoron!

[ He doesn't know what an oxymoron is but that sounds mean ]

[rediscovering]

What, I—!

[ He makes a face, incredulous, confused, but stops short as this remark registers... ...and strangest of this strange night, perhaps, that remark actually has Zuko not just grinning, but like genuinely laughing out loud suddenly, and like... a normal person laugh... Not just blowing some air through his nose with a smile on and considering it a laugh. ]

...Hahah! He's not a moron! That comment... An oxymoron is an idea that contradicts itself. Like fighting for peace. Or— pure and devilish, haha...

[ Taichi... You're cute. Hikaru, Zuko gets it now. There's a certain charm here. ]

[arf]

[ Taichi laughs and scratches his cheek. ]

Oh.. I guess that makes me the only moron, haha!

[ Whoops. ]

[rediscovering]

No— you were ready to defend him, haha. You obviously care about him.

[ Zuko's still grinning. That's his takeaway from all of this evening, really. And it's reassuring. ]

[arf]

Of course I do! I'm absolutely crazy about him!

[ But he's not supposed to say he loves him. Even if Hikaru knows that Taichi is very free with saying he loves people, he knows that Hikaru wants him to wait until they're both at love-love. ]

He's like. You know when you wake up in the morning and the sun is peeking through the window and a bird is on the window sill and chirping at you and you can smell Omi-kun making breakfast downstairs and it's just the right temperature and you've got the final show you've been working on forever and even though you're nervous, you know that as long as you keep trying, everything is going to be perfect because you're exactly where you want to be? He's like the one-person equivalent of that feeling!

[rediscovering]

[ Zuko looks increasingly confused, raising his brow as Taichi goes on. ]

...I don't know that feeling...

[ Taichi, what the hell... So odd to Zuko. But it's cute. It is. He may still have his brow raised a bit, but he's smiling. ]

...But it sounds nice. For one person to make you feel all that.

[arf]

Well! You're not a theater guy, but there's gotta be an equivalent! Like when the sun hits just right when you're fire bending and you can't tell if you want to take a nap in the sunbeam or blast fire like you're the only hotman in the world!

[ That's definitely the fire bending equivalent and not his impression of a cat combined with Zuko. ]

Though I guess I didn't know I could feel this happy about one person before I felt it for Hikaru either. It's way beyond crushes I've had before.