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I wonder if it's not as bad for you, or somehow you've found a way to resist the urges.

If you've found a way to cheat it, I need to know.

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i havent found a way to cheat it......
i usually hang out with gokudera..... but we've never done more than that though..
so in general it's a bad time for me... on all fronts.

[unstable]

You just ignore it?

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no i just suffer

[unstable]

That's stupid, Zuko.

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i just dont have anyone like that ok?? except gokudera but like i said i dont think it's like that... not really..

[unstable]

You're teenage boys. I'm sure it's like that if you wanted it to be.

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i don't know if he does though

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and we're both boys!!!

[unstable]

I think we should avoid the topic of homosexuality, it is not one I want to discuss heavily with you. Sanguis doesn't care.

[ please lets not talk about jude even if she is a goddess that walks among us ]

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i know.... he's cordis though. if we were both sanguis... i don't know. i don't want to talk about it with you either.
im friends with a gay guy. i'm gonna ask him about it.


at least you have yamamoto though
right...?

[unstable]

It is not romantic. I don't know for how long he will stay with me.

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oh.
i didnt know that.


...do you want it to be?

[unstable]

No.

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me neither
i know i dont want to date gokudera. i like our friendship. dont want to hurt it though...


it's stupid....

[unstable]

Do you think intimacy will hurt your friendship? Lunatia almost demands it. Yamamoto and I will be fine when he decides to end it.

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i don't know... maybe not... someone with experience in this situation warned me not to mix the two. said it's a recipe for disaster if you care about the person a lot. and i do, never felt so close to someone, even mai..... i dont wanna risk that cuz of the moons
but at the same time what if i'm just in my head about it
it's confusing

[unstable]

I shouldn't have asked. I don't actually care.

[ because Gokudera sucks and she doesn't get it ]

[unstable]

You can't suffer through Sanguis forever.

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don’t you think I know that...??!
I just don’t want that with someone I don’t care about, it’d be too weird

[unstable]

If I can do it, you can.

But you can find me instead if you would like.

he takes a long pause to carefully consider this response...

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you.....?

[unstable]

Zuko.

For sparring.

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right. i know. that's what i meant.

so you have your bending back then??

[unstable]

Intercourse brought it back.

That means you are without it, hm? It really is too bad I have no desire to kill you.