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No.

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me neither
i know i dont want to date gokudera. i like our friendship. dont want to hurt it though...


it's stupid....

[unstable]

Do you think intimacy will hurt your friendship? Lunatia almost demands it. Yamamoto and I will be fine when he decides to end it.

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i don't know... maybe not... someone with experience in this situation warned me not to mix the two. said it's a recipe for disaster if you care about the person a lot. and i do, never felt so close to someone, even mai..... i dont wanna risk that cuz of the moons
but at the same time what if i'm just in my head about it
it's confusing

[unstable]

I shouldn't have asked. I don't actually care.

[ because Gokudera sucks and she doesn't get it ]

[unstable]

You can't suffer through Sanguis forever.

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don’t you think I know that...??!
I just don’t want that with someone I don’t care about, it’d be too weird

[unstable]

If I can do it, you can.

But you can find me instead if you would like.

he takes a long pause to carefully consider this response...

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you.....?

[unstable]

Zuko.

For sparring.

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right. i know. that's what i meant.

so you have your bending back then??

[unstable]

Intercourse brought it back.

That means you are without it, hm? It really is too bad I have no desire to kill you.

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no!!! i've been training with uncle >:(
but it's not as strong as at home...
...is yours?

[unstable]

...

Yamamoto and I have a lot of intercourse.

[unstable]

We do not have to bend. I am capable of bringing you down with nothing but my hands. It'll be satisfying for us both.

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i didnt need to know that......
but fine. no bending. that's fair...

[unstable]

I'm just reminding you to stop your suffering so you can get your full bending back. I'm being sisterly.

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oh that’s what this is?? sisterly? thanks

[unstable]

I don't like knowing your bending is not at its full potential.

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yeah. mine's not and yours is. really is a good thing you don't want to kill me here. i'd much prefer training any day...

[unstable]

What's the point of killing you if you're just going to come back? I'd rather just stick to the joy of knocking you out a few times.

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we'll see.....

is your bending different now? have you fought much since being here?

do you train with yamamoto too?? your firebending against his Rain flames? he and i only ever train with swords...

[unstable]

I haven't used my firebending much at all. It's exhausting. It feels like a part of me has been taken away.

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yeah. i feel the same way. even when i train with uncle, the flame doesn't have as much force. i don't know if it's my chi, or just... having nothing to fight for here.... both?

[unstable]

I do not think that is my problem, what I've fought for is still here.