I'm sure you could imagine, Zuko. Being in a world so focused on something like that, and not knowing many people... you had to at some point engage in activities with people you'd never met... Drugs made it easier. There were many, too...
[Gokudera never willingly did any drugs except for eating fruit, drinking alcohol, But there were so many other means of delivery for aphrodisiacs. He'd been injected with things, had things put on his body against his will that made him act certain ways... been... trained.
Listening to Linneus admit that he's been very tactile has Gokudera offering his hand to him with a smile, resting it on the tabletop. Linneus is very emotionally supportive for him, has always been, it feels like.]
I still do. [He admits gently. Policing himself. Every person who gets too close, he wonders and startles if they are going to touch him, if anyone is watching him, if anyone is going to do anything.]
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[Gokudera never willingly did any drugs except for eating fruit, drinking alcohol, But there were so many other means of delivery for aphrodisiacs. He'd been injected with things, had things put on his body against his will that made him act certain ways... been... trained.
Listening to Linneus admit that he's been very tactile has Gokudera offering his hand to him with a smile, resting it on the tabletop. Linneus is very emotionally supportive for him, has always been, it feels like.]
I still do. [He admits gently. Policing himself. Every person who gets too close, he wonders and startles if they are going to touch him, if anyone is watching him, if anyone is going to do anything.]