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bad. why? what happened to you?

[unstable]

describe "bad"

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it was really difficult to function with the animal features, like it is for a lot of people, but i needed people's help just to do simple things like open doors and stuff... really humiliating. gaining those traits was more alarming for me than it was others i know, tho. and i always have weird nightmares during it, worse than usual.

[unstable]

no unusual compulsions?

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...i mean yes...... many.

why, what did it do to you?

[unstable]

it is none of your concern.

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you can ask me about mine but i can't ask you about yours?? fine.

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and you are confident that none of this will be remembered? none of this has any bearing on us back home?

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as confident as anyone else. i know multiple people who were sent home and then were brought back, and confirmed they didn't remember this place while at home. seems like strong evidence, not heard anything otherwise.

so yeah. why?

[unstable]

because it's not fair, zuko.

i can't have any of this back home.

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you have to think of it separately or else you'll just torture yourself with two lives like that. whatever we have here is what we have now.

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your acceptance is easier because you are losing nothing when you return home but the memory of your suffering here.

what is left for me in the fire nation is devoid of intimacies or affections. something i wasn't even aware i wanted before the moon took hold of me.

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azula..... neither of us are "losing" anything when we return. this place is this place and that's it. we have different needs here in almost every way... so different wants too....

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i misspoke.

i've always wanted it. i never could have it.

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so now you can.

[unstable]

[ nah, his inability to see why she's even remotely upset about it and her lack of desire to explain it even deeper means: she's done texting him for now.

she just had sex with a woman! she's having a crisis. ]